I havent posted lately, because I have had nothing positive to say,
today I thought to myself
" SELF, thats not real...keep it real"
the fact is, I been going through some things, or I should say
through some thaaaangs.
I am crazy right now, irrational, unhappy and discontent
and quite honestly
in an odd way... I'm happy
and comfortable here
how emo is that???
anyway, im questioning the whole meaning of life, and my purpose,
if we all have one
a purpose that is
then how come we dont all know what ours is??
maybe we dont all have one
and life is just what you make it....
I havent been sleeping either, pondering on these
answerless questions and getting nowhere fast
I realize that at this moment I feel incomplete,
and NOT normal.
I mean, what is normal, and who wants to
be that boring bitch anyway???
but I feel more NOT normal that usual,
right now, I would freak out the "freaks"
anyone else feel like this???
tonight that is the answerless question I am pondering....???
the question that is keeping me up....